Curious. Are you still dating Jordan? I've heard conflicting things, since we have your attention, I'm curious.

This website is so funny!!!!!!!! Quinn reassuring the community that people over 20 do in fact love eating their doggy butt and then.. ROAYAL MATCH!? [censored] yea!!!

I did blame myself for everything much more than anyone else did and I did fail time after time to recognize the help people were trying to extend to me while I was caught up in the midst of that relationship, I wanted to please Hue and I wanted to please Nathan and instead of setting boundaries and stepping up to the plate of responsibility I consistently tried to get the best of everything. I believed fully I had to somehow juggle everything and that any of the pain I was feeling was my fault and something I deserved I was punishing myself for things no one else blamed me for. I was so caught up believing I was terrible and undeserving that I actively pushed away the people who cared about me and horribly burned those bridges. I did say Huey was a crazy [censored] I was also reeling from the things they did. There's no need to list it all out here but yes I fed into that relationship by not putting a foot down by not listening to Colin and Rocky and by not Listening to Danny when Danny tried to reach out to me. There were a million reasons at the time that justified it and in hindsight I understand why I was stuck in the perspective I was. I was a piece of shit friend, and even when I told people I explicitly wasn't in a place to maintain a friendship or to be closer I'd still let things progress past that when it was my responsibility to step away after setting those boundaries. I cannot change the past and I don't expect forgiveness off the bat for it. I don't feel like you or others have a full understanding of everything that's happened and I know I can't expect you to and you're just coming to conclusions with what you information you do have, It's hard to really elaborate on anything without feeling like I'm just typing up excuses in some way so I'm doing my best to address this without doing that. I was already confused and in a hole and when Huey passed I only really collapsed into myself more and became completely blind to the discomfort Id go on to cause my band mates and friends at the time, I know I'm not able to feel exactly how terrible it must of been to watch me make those mistakes back to back and not be able to do anything but part ways or get burned worse. I know now also that what I thought was a liberation or acceptance of life and an attempt at exploring things when I started to venture out into the world again the following spring was only a continuation of that same recklessness and self harm that ultimately led to addiction. At that point I'd thoroughly burned bridges with anyone who wouldn't enable me and I can see that for what it is now.

The [censored] jokes is genuine sex pest behavior. Probably not a joke. On hormones - what the [censored] A lot of trans people are not in safe environments to be able to transition any other way than socially. A lot of trans people can't afford the HRT even with insurance, or don't have a way to get access without being endangered by bigoted family (keep in mind we're in SC) or possibly losing jobs. Every trans person is valid. Everyone has the right to feel safe in their skin. Let's focus on helping people access HRT safely rather than putting them down to make ourselves feel better. I'm not even trans and this is obvious.

No one asked you to answer. I said all I have to say. Go do something better and stay out of this culture that you can't healthily be a part of. Reinvent Quinn and don't even think about re-visiting.

And yes, if you all couldn’t tell. Yesterday, Quinn said RIP Phantom, and told others to kill themselves in the same breath. You can hold people accountable without going to that extreme, and further proves my point that you haven’t processed what happened to Hue. This isn’t a cute coping mechanism to deal with the death of a loved one, you are still so incredibly sick. Same Quinn posting about trans people needing to take hormones to be valid. Same Quinn that joked yesterday “I’ll [censored] a woman’s asshole and a man’s vagina”. So disgusting I didn’t even want to repeat it.

I'm not really sure what part of this you'd like me to answer to, I don't expect grace on my identity alone and I don't change my identity monthly I've been queer for over a decade now and out as trans since 2018 at the latest at this point I've been on hormones for over a year as well. I've not once expected my identity to protect me from anything. I am a gender abolitionist I think in an ideal world those things would hold any of the weight they do yes, I don't expect that to change in this lifetime though. I don't think anyone's experience is up for debate as valid for or not under any circumstance. I have and am consistently changing my ways. I have also been honest especially in the past year or so about the mutual toxicity in that relationship and the fact Hue was never consciously causing me harm, at no point did I ever stop loving them or missing them it has nothing to do with wether or not I desired them sexually and I find that abhorrent to say. I didn't stay here to [censored] 18 year olds I stayed here at the time because I thought my pursuits with art were worthwhile, and my relationship with Emmy is complex and significantly more private than any other relationship I've had in recent years. I don't care about feeling important in the scene, I hate that just having my face or name attached to anything creates some form of reputation in anyway, I love art and creation and want to do anything to foster it, it's why I've poured time and money into it over and over again with nothing in return. I want bands to play Charleston, I want artists to have a place to bend or display their work, I want people who can't afford to get into it to be able to borrow gear and start whatever band they want. I've never delivered half assed apologies because I've never gone out of my way to talk about these things publicly. Of course I get lonely without shows I love shows I love music but I don't love drama and for the record I have no problem finding people my age into the things I'm into in bed I think it's weird you feel the need to say that though. Sobriety doesn't absolve me of the things have done you're absolutely right and I haven't tried to claim that it does.

What happened with Sarah might I ask? Been fond of NAO for a while. Anything recent since 2022?

Since you felt the need to bring Hue into this: Nobody blamed you. You spent months prior to their death calling them a [censored] calling them crazy. Even Jordan called them a [censored] AFTER Hue passed. You constantly told people “I know everyone hates me and I know it’s my fault, you can just say it”, nobody else made you feel that way. Nobody blamed you, but yourself. You feel guilty because the things you had control of, you always made the choice that benefitted only you. Forgiveness only benefits you here. Others have moved on and accepted that you will never be capable of reciprocating the understanding and care that they offered you. You haven’t because you haven’t accepted what you really have done. You say you don’t blame others for your situation, but your words and actions say otherwise. The only friends you have now are the people you outspokenly despised not that long ago. Sarah? I’m sure you don’t want me to go down that road. My advice is to stop while you’re ahead and move somewhere else. You will not find community here, you have forever lost the trust of the community you had. Again, this isn’t a matter of sobriety. This is a matter of YOU.

THEY posted that about fake trans people? be SO deadass when you say that because I thought it was someone else entirely. Hooooly shit and here I was trying to give resources right as that last website shut down. Always wondered what happened to their previous partner. She didn't deserve any of what happened. Quinn get your head straight. Take a LONG step away from the scene, take a LONG step back from ANYONE you've known and start new. Go somewhere else, I don't mean as in just leaving Charleston, I mean AWAY from the scene culture that obviously is bad for you. Start a new job, go to college, fucking anything to get yourself out of this. This is way too messy for a 23-24 year old to be doing. Change the fundamental way you look at things and at people. I had so much rage and hate when I last took a step back. I wanted hell-fire on everyone I didn't like, but it's not that fucking deep. I've taken time to really examine why I've looked at things the way I did in the past and how I acted and it's not easy but PLEASE Don't do what's easy PLEASE don't do that shit you NEED to take the hard road here and reinvent Quinn. I'm in so much of a better spot mentally, physically, spiritually, socially and financially because of this and you can say whatever the [censored] you want about me but anything anyone thought they knew about me 2019-2023 is gone, it's been replaced. Do that.

Already hard to believe that you’re actively working on yourself, you know, with you inability to be honest about anything when given the chance. You posted the most disgusting shit I’ve read from someone in the scene YESTERDAY. You constantly expect sympathy and grace for your shitty ways based on whatever you identify as that month. Identifying as a “gender abolitionist” is already laughable, even moreso when you feel empowered to decide which trans people in the scene are and aren’t valid. Change your ways for once, not your gender identity. You made Hue out to be the villain in every scenario until you missed sleeping with them. You let your girlfriend desperately propose to you to salvage what relationship you had left, just to stay in SC to [censored] 18 year olds. You haven’t changed and I think you’ll have fucking Alzheimer’s before you do. All you care about is feeling important in the scene. You [censored] up, go into hiding, and then hope some half-assed apologies will be enough to cover your tracks. The craziest part is that I think you get lonely being away from shows, not from a genuine love of music and community, but because you crave drama and can‘y find anyone your own age you will let you wear puppy ears in bed. Sobriety is good but will not absolve you of the person you still are.

lets get these guys back NOW

I'm so fucking glad I moved away when I did. Colorado fucking rules

it's good that you're sober. good that you've left that house. skating by things was not directed at you. I don't recall anyone purposefully misgendering you, I feel like you transitioning hasn't been very public as it relates to the scene at large. It's good that you're transitioning and hopefully that's going well for you. Sorry for the transphobia that has occurred on the previous site even though I'm not related to the previous site, this site, or any of the instagram pages I feel like it's a burden on the scene that people feel the need to be so vile when given anonymity. I don't think anyone directly blamed you for Huey's death. I've never heard anyone express that sentiment. Please stay sober, stay grounded in who you are and do your best to do better. Things people say about you can be totally false but their perspectives on your situation are largely formed by you.

I don't mean to sound full of myself but I'm genuinely quite confused what you think I've skated by or acted better than, so many people have had so many different things to say about me over the years that just isn't true or grounded in reality and I deliberately chose to ignore those things not to avoid responsibility but because it didn't seem productive to feed into any of it. What makes a lot of the things I see said about me hurt the most is that theyre so clearly coming from people who dont know me. The main reason I feel the need to say anything right now is because other sentiment that I forced Huey to commit suicide, over the years I've heard from people that someone or another has suggested that about me and everytime it's devastating. Seeing that tragedy used to justify misgendering me or calling my transness fake on top of it filled me with so much sorrow, I don't understand what people are trying to do when saying those kinds of things except just cause me pain. I loved Huey deeply and the pain of losing someone like that is something I can hardly express even through art.