Saying anything here isn't going to change anyone's minds about me but I want you all to know that I left the house in march and have been sober since then, It's been a terrible couples years and I was too busy caught up being selfish and wallowing in self pity to notice the people around me that I was dragging through the shit with me. Active addiction and mental illness don't excuse anything or lead to direct forgiveness and I know that. I've pretty consistently worked on self reflection and especially now being sober I've kept up with therapy and doctors appointments and other things pretty well. It's hard to really get into anything in detail with strangers but I know the people who've really spent time with me see the work I've been doing. I really appreciate the support and attendance the house has gotten and I love seeing creation in action. Please carry yourself through life with grace. Grace for yourself and for others, so much trouble would've been avoided if I'd have stopped trying to constantly punish myself over things beyond my control for the past two years. Ive deeply hurt the people closest to me and betrayed the trust of friends, a few words here won't change that but I see the things you guys say and it gets stuck in my head and digs at me. I'm open to talk though, I'll reply the best I can here, so if you've got any pressing issues with me or something you think I haven't acknowledged here's your chance to say it anonymously. I haven't made any public statements before because I genuinely don't think handling these parts of life so publicly helps much and often leads to performative apologies but like I said the stuff I've seen here and the other forum these past few days has really gotten to me.

being young is cool, being a predator isnt..... they wouldn't be so insufferable if they just took ownership of their mistakes and did actual work on themselves instead of skating by it and acting like they're better than it. that whole part of the scene likes to just arbitrarily decide who is and isn't worthy of getting better, who is and isn't lying about things that happen to them, and who is and isn't worth being treated like a human being with compassion and empathy.

they literally mouth kissed my dog tongue and everything and they complained it wasn't a pure bred? like what the [censored] my dog is only 3 ? fucking creepy, make baby sniffing Biden looks normal fucking freak ass venue

groomerc groomed my dog

literally everyone is called a fucking groomer now lmfao

grooming and exploiting who? can u give more than just one word accusations, share with the class maybe

Yeah dude they blew my dog the [censored] up at pride palace to when I tried to go to cos effect I thought kissing the owner to get in wasn't that bad

Idk man i think being known for grooming and exploiting ppl should be reason enough to avoid their venues..

the show runners were both 23 and had been parts of the scene for years I don't think there's anything wrong with making mistakes. it's so fucking weird that everyone's relationship issues have to ruin venues I just want to go to shows

Yeahhhhh big time awful people and bery messy behind the scenes: you’re in your mid twenties work on getting a career instead of trying to [censored] a 19/20 year old and being messy as [censored]

Isnt this place ran by an abuser

Disenthralled likes big hairy cowboy cock

Hello all. Just wanted to say that the shire fucks with Milton Black heavily. Stay punk yall.

i want to know who's is running this?

props to the janny for fixing the colours and removing the necessary email thank u og